Upgrading from 110 to 220.

I love the somewhat indescribable power surge you get after making it through something really challenging, you know, a transformational experience where you kept refusing to do the same ol' same ol' and tried a more enlightened approach to something. It's like upgrading your wiring from 110 to 220. Same basic structure but now can handle way more voltage. Can't even describe exactly the time that it happened...just one day I woke up, felt it, no...just knew it, and said, "Aaah. I get it now. I did it. I'm stronger." And what's really interesting is that the greater strength comes with greater calmness...huge calm, not just a little bit. No denying that you're gonna run into chaos, but just a gentle acceptance that when you do, you can handle it.